Queen Jessie's words of wisdom

[Jessie Kowalski]

Jessie Kowalski




Queen

Hey guys! I'm really excited to be playing this game because I haven't played in a Big Brother series in a really long time and I actually love BB far more than I do survivor. On top of that, I can't believe I'm playing as Jessie!!! I am so excited about this because I seriously adore her! Yay. Okay, moving on...

I was one of the last people to check-in and to choose a bedroom, which kind of sucks, but what can you do? It would be silly if this makes any difference at all. As soon as I got home, I signed onto AIM and added everyone to my list. I saw that I was offlined by James. Unfortunately, he'd already signed off by the time I got it. I then had a chance to talk to Elissa. There really wasn't much going on there, but it's a start.

I think for today, I'm going to let people approach me as opposed to me approaching them. I kind of want to see who is going to put that extra effort into their social games. So far, Elissa and James are definitely there. The reason I want to figure this out is because 1. I'm more of a social player and I'd like to see who my competition is and 2. On the other hand, I like to align myself with people who are easy to talk to; aka social players.

My fear going into this game is that I end up aligned with someone who has other priorities than me. It's a little bit tricky when you find yourself in a situation where you are super loyal to one person and that person is loyal to a bunch of other people. I tend to have a good read on people when it comes to that, but it's still a concern I have.

Let the games begin and let Queen Jessie dominate please!

[Jessie Kowalski]

I'm a BBrecycled virgin. It's true! So I'm really excited about this power ranking system that is put together in this game. Hm. Does this mean I shouldn't throw any competitions? I think so! This will be a first for me, but I think it will be totally worth it. I kind of suck at competitions anyway, lol... but I will give it my best, that's for sure.

[Jessie Kowalski]

Elissa and I are getting along pretty nicely, if I do say so myself. I like her because she seems genuine to me. I think she's going to be my go-to girl.

Maybe I can live my Elissa/Jessie aligning dream through this series *sigh*

I also have lots of love for Ian. He seems like a sweetheart. He was apparently blindsided on his season. Poor puppy

So Ian seems to be already trying to set up some sort of alliance, which scares me a bit. I haven't spoken to the people he's mentioned, other than David, who does seem pretty cool. I think the people he mentioned were Rachel, Porsche, Adria, David, him and I. Sounds okay, except I'd much rather have a chat with them first! This could be really bad for my game if people will get annoyed with him. IDK. I'm a little freaked out tbh.
Good God, I'm trying to get him to see that forcing an alliance isn't the way to go, but he seems so adamant about it. IDGI! What's the rush? Keep it cool Ian. I'm getting nervous.

BTW, I recognize Dominic's SN and I love that guy. He played in mine and Kat's series and he's so freakn lovable. He's a smart guy and super strategic. Also very likable. I want to get close to him, but I will not reveal my alias. That's just silly. I like the kid and I know he will likely have a lot of say and power in this game.


Hi Drew <3 Love you.

[Drew Daniel]

Good luck Queen Jessie <3333

[Jessie Kowalski]

Getting nervous about this alliance. I really hate it when people force me into things and when this happens, although I am super flattered to be thought of right off the bat, it stresses me out because many times, I end up bonding with people who have no parts in it.

I really enjoy talking to Andrew. He is really funny and easy to talk to. I don't really like the fact that I'd have to keep such a big secret from him if he and I were to bond. Same thing goes with me and Elissa, who is actually someone I really hope to play the game with.

Shane was interesting to talk to because we discussed BB15 and when all else fails, at least we've got that!

I hate it when conversations die quickly and when people don't put much effort into them. I feel like some people just don't like making conversation and are boring as Eff. Let's do a rundown, shall we?

Adria - She's alright. I felt like I had to work a little hard in our conversation, but she seems nice enough. She definitely seems a bit hesitant about this alliance.

Andrew - Really like him, but he is one to watch out for. Probably one of the social whores of the game.

David - I liked him so much the first time around, but he seems to be holding back a lot lately. Maybe I caught him at a bad time and he is just busy with other stuff and other conversations, but my convo with him today felt a little forced and annoying. I'm trying really hard here!

Dominic - We haven't spoken yet

Elissa - love her. Nothing's changed since last time.

Jamie - MIA

Jean - Boring. Our conversation lasted 2.6 seconds. She seems like the boring type. I can tell.

Ian - Love this kid. I think he will be loyal. I definitely think he jumped the gun with this alliance thing, but David seems confident that the people chosen were good. I guess they just all happened to have a chat with each other at some point.

Jack - boring. Convo died rather quickly.

James - Like this guy, but he didn't seem to put much effort in the convo either. So weird.

Jun - She's cute. Conversation keeps having to be revived, but she will respond. We discussed boy bands. Not too bad I guess.

McCrae - Haven't spoken to yet.

Porsche - When she and I spoke this morning, she was getting ready to go to the lake so although it went well, it could have gone better. I think I'd like her.

Rachel - Haven't spoken to her besides for what was said in our group room on the board.

Shane - I like him a lot. I think he and I will get along great. It just seems easy with him. Like I know him. I bet I do, but who cares. Our conversations are meshing.


That's pretty much it so far.

David and I discussed the fact that Jean was boring to talk to. At least I know that this wasn't on me then. If she's boring with everyone, then I can't blame myself with this one.

[Jessie Kowalski]

what do u mean by viewers in the DR?

[Jessie Kowalski]

As long as you trust housecalls, then I do too. They can have access to my DR.

[Jason Guy]

Good Luck Miss Jessie!

[Jessie Kowalski]

Thanks Jason

[Gnatty Martinez]

BONJOUR <3

[Jessie Kowalski]

hey

[Jessie Kowalski]

I honestly don't understand how Porsche got 1st place lol. She wasn't THAT interesting last night when I spoke to her! But then again, she is a vet and could be in some sort of vet alliance, which is why so many of them were on top.
I ranked lower than Jun, someone I didn't think would do THAT well. Hm. I need to re-evaluate my gameplan for sure!
I know I'm in an alliance with Porsche, but I do not feel safe at all. I have to act like I'm not afraid though, which is annoying. Will keep this updated once I have more information though.

[Jessie Kowalski]

This is insane. Unheard of. Legit the weirdest cast I've ever encountered. IDGI.
Let me explain why!

These people don't talk. I messaged Jack, David and Andrew, none of whom answered me. All I want to do is get my social game on and for the life of me, I can't seem to. This is insane and so weird for me.
I'm feeling really vulnerable, to be quite honest. Part of my really wants to get close to some of the newbies because I feel like the vets have some sort of deal going on. Especially those who came from the same seasons. Idk if I'm being paranoid, but it's an odd feeling. Think about it. Porsche and Rachel were in the top 2. That's odd to me, especially with Porsche winning. She wasn't all that interesting. The conversation hardly flowed and I had to put forth most of the effort. I guess that's what happens when you're HOH. ew.
IDK if I trust this stupid alliance. I feel like the odd one out.
If it were up to me, as it stands, I'd have aligned with Shane, Andrew and Jun. I really love those 3 [although Andrew was weird with me today for some odd reason].

Mccrae was cool, but he doesn't put in much effort in the conversation. I'm not too worried about him because he did get 15th, which means he hasn't really bonded with many people. I'm gonna make it my mission to work on our relationship though. See how that goes.

[Jessie Kowalski]

Alright. So it's established that James is a complete nut. He is here to troll and either it's his way of playing the game or just his form of having fun. Either way, I think he likes me??? That's totally cool though.


I got some information today! WootWoot.
Shane backstabbed Ian on his season. Normally I'd be offended by this [but not really cuz I'm not lame like that], but I get it. Ian did the same thing on his season as he did now. He created a random ass alliance very early on. God, I soooo wanted to tell Shane about this stupid alliance. SO BADLY. but not yet. I've got to wait till after nominations and stuff. I'm just too worried with Porsche as HOH. I don't trust her. Something about her is off and I don't like it.

I hate this alliance that Ian put together. I don't enjoy my conversations with Adria or Porsche. Ian hardly ever answers when I message him and David... WTF is up with David? He is just not that interesting anymore. He came in THIRD. third. good god.

I like James' thought process. Working with the people who came in the middle rankings or lower. I want to be part of an alliance that I actually love Why do weird alliances always find me? whyyyy


Jack is awesome. He and I watch BBAu. We are soulmates now. JS.

People I loved early on are the people I'm starting to like less as the game progresses. For instance, Elissa, David and Ian never message me first. It's always me. ALWAYS. I hate it. Also, Adria wasn't fun. js.

[Jessie Kowalski]

I just love the way I clawed my way into safety this week! This is perfect <3 I'm seriously never throwing an HOH. EVER. Gonna be a different game for me since I usually throw quite a bit of HOHs, but this isn't something to attempt when a good score could guarantee u safety for the round! I seriously love this twist!