Post by Jessie Kowalski on Sept 8, 2013 11:48:38 GMT -6
I really failed at that HOH competition and something tells me that I won't be doing too well because people will have me go up to compete early on. This sucks I would have loved to win HOH so that I could make some deals and maybe have people come to me with information for once. Plus, I wanted to keep Shane safe. I honestly don't know what I would have done if I had won this HOH though. I would have liked to come after people like Elissa and Porsche, but I don't know if I would have. I probably would have nominated Elissa and Andrew or something. Andrew for being a rat and Elissa for being close to Porsche. I don't really want to come after Dominic because I think he is after the same people I am, but at the same time, he and I still haven't had a conversation over AIM. This is so weird.
Shane and I talked a bit today. We feel screwed and we both really miss James I'm so mad at whoever it was that ratted us out. We could have been so strong and good, but someone was stupid and is playing this game for others.
About the others in this game, they are almost all connected with the group and it's so frustrating. The best thing I can do right now is work on my personal relationships with David, Adria and Rachel. I don't trust Porsche and Ian as far as I can throw them. I want them gone and I want them off their high horses. At the same time, I don't think it's smart to come after them right now. It's not like I can win my way to the end. I'm not a good competitor.
I'm going to be so lost without Shane. I hope someone good wins HOH. SO nervous tbh.
Of course if the group comes after me, I will out them like crazyyyyy. Gonna tell everyone that could listen about them. So they better be careful.
Post by Jessie Kowalski on Sept 8, 2013 15:48:53 GMT -6
Andrew Gordon (5:37:27 PM): lets talk about sexy baby
jessie.kowalski (5:38:55 PM): i am sexy Andrew Gordon (5:39:22 PM): sex* Andrew Gordon (5:39:28 PM): but good to knwo :-p jessie.kowalski (5:40:21 PM): oh jessie.kowalski (5:40:23 PM): ;-) Andrew Gordon (5:40:33 PM): tease :-p jessie.kowalski (5:43:38 PM): that wasnt a tease =-O Andrew Gordon (5:43:53 PM): But you are :-p jessie.kowalski (5:44:46 PM): how Andrew Gordon (5:45:48 PM): Jessie Kowalskii am sexy jessie.kowalski (5:47:22 PM): im not being a tease! jessie.kowalski (5:47:30 PM): im just stating a fact Andrew Gordon (5:47:34 PM): LMAO Andrew Gordon (5:47:39 PM): totally a tease!
LOL... i was totally being in character here, but i guess he thinks im talking about the real me? awkwardddddd.
Post by Jessie Kowalski on Sept 8, 2013 21:24:41 GMT -6
If it weren't for what happened last week, I'd be so excited for Rachel because I felt like we've made some good conversations. My goal has been to rebuild my relationships with the people in this game, but I haven't been doing such a good job at it. Elissa seems to be after me and seems to have either replaced me in my original alliance, or just there to do Porsche's dirty work for her. I'm not here to play someone else's game, SORRY. With that being said, I did put Porsche lower on my list. I felt like out of all the people in our alliance, she has the most sway and if I can manage to get on her good side, it should keep me safe for a little while. Meanwhile, I'm going to be planning her demise. I'm not overly confident about it though, lol. The problem is that there is NOBODY to talk to other than Shane. We're only 2 people. How much damage can we do? We're obviously not really any types of comp whores. We're pretty average. We thought of bringing in Dominic, but he's been super inactive. Jun apparently hates him. We don't know who between Jack and Andrew is our rat. Elissa is up Porsche's ass. THERE'S NO ONE TO TALK TO. We are all pawns to the Porsche/Ian chess game. Maddening. Who the hell joins an ORG to play it for someone else to win? My short term plan is to be safe. My long term plan is get people to turn on each other. I've got to work on my relationships with David and Adria. They seem like they can be worked with. Depending on how comfortable we get with each other, I'll try and get them over to my side. Another goal of mine is to find out who the rat is so that I can work with the other. It's so frustrating not knowing who to trust. I'm basically keeping a relationship with both boys, JUST IN CASE. I love Jack and Andrew so much so it really sucks HARDCORE that one of them ratted us out. I'm not going to give either of them much information though. Just keep a relationship with them within the game and that's it. Once I have a better understanding of what happened, I'll be able to put more gametalk into our conversations.
That's all for now. Looking forward to the luxury competition tomorrow. I really want to claw my way into safety again and I hope Shane can do the same. It would be EPIC if the two of us are untouchable <3
Post by Jessie Kowalski on Sept 8, 2013 21:56:24 GMT -6
Elissa (8:01:21 PM): hey gurl no hard feelings about the comp Elissa (8:01:27 PM): gotta run for a bit but ttyl :-) jessie.kowalski (8:01:38 PM): yup! ttyl
Post by Jessie Kowalski on Sept 9, 2013 18:39:34 GMT -6
I really want safety this week. REALLY REALLY BADLY and I fear I might not get it I have work tomorrow and obviously I need my beauty sleep. I'm so nervous for this challenge. Elissa randomly comes on and starts posting o.O gtfo. I WAS IN THE LEAD lol I want this challenge over and done with ASAP. I hope I have people on my team that might be able to go one for a few hours overnight. Highly doubt it though. No one seems to need it more than Jun and I, and she doesn't seem to be doing too well with this.
On a brighter note, Dominic and I got to talking and I think he and I will be working together in this game. I hope I'm not setting myself up for failure again. If so, oops to me honestly.
Post by Jessie Kowalski on Sept 9, 2013 22:08:23 GMT -6
Can't stand Andrew. He is seriously one of the most annoying people in the ORG world.
Andrew Gordon (12:00:37 AM): Youre outnumbered jessie.kowalski (12:00:55 AM): i know
okay....?
Can he shut up please? He hasn't scored a single point for his team so pleaseeeeeee gtfo. PLEASE.
I hate that I'm the hardest worker on this challenge and will come out with nothing. I hope that Rachel likes me enough to keep me safe, but idk. I'm nervous. I also can't stand Ian. He is such a sore loser. His post about hating the challenge and the proboards clock makes me want to point and laugh at him. I hate people like him.
I'm so angry today!!!! But it all started when I saw how quickly they all ran for that teal colored team and it just made me feel uneasy. I don't trust them! I like Rachel though and I hope she likes me back :-\ Andrew is a kiss ass and I don't have much hope for him and I in this game. Unfortunately, he's going to float his way to the end because no one will be after him. No one wants to waste a week on him when big players are still in here like Porsche, Ian, Shane, Dominic... He's a non-entity.
My issue tonight is that I've proven to be a threat so if Rachel nominates me and Shane, I am so screwed He's played it smart and has ensured that he'd outlast me. Again, I feel like I have a genuine relationship with Rachel, but you just never know
Post by Jessie Kowalski on Sept 9, 2013 22:19:03 GMT -6
oh my gosh, rachel is sweet <3 I hope she likes me for real tho.
Rachel (12:16:15 AM): you give off a sweetheart vibe I love it
i think i might go onto her season and read up on her a bit. i wanna know if she is a sweetheart too! if she is, i dont see why she'd nominate me. nervous~~
Post by Jessie Kowalski on Sept 10, 2013 18:30:38 GMT -6
David (8:08:28 PM): You did awesome btw jessie.kowalski (8:08:48 PM): ty, u did too :-)
....
Andrew Gordon (6:40:38 PM): Elissa Slater (13:18:47):she was basically winning it for her team at first Elissa Slater (13:18:50):i'd be pissed too David Girton (13:21:16):Shouldn't of fallen asleep David Girton (13:21:38):I'd of sucked it up if I was desperate like her
---- shouldn't HAVE* I'd HAVE* gtfo David, lol.
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pretty sure the rat was Jack.
Andrew Gordon (6:34:37 PM): Jessica DrummelsmithI was like Jack, don't do the challenge, stay low this week your in the bottom either way and he stopped posting for nwo jessie.kowalski (6:34:59 PM): who is jessica? =-O Andrew Gordon (6:35:03 PM): Ian jessie.kowalski (6:35:07 PM): oh Andrew Gordon (6:35:13 PM): it shows real names for me on aim lol Andrew Gordon (6:35:20 PM): or whatever they set their name up to be jessie.kowalski (6:35:28 PM): so ridiculoussss jessie.kowalski (6:35:32 PM): jack lol... jessie.kowalski (6:35:45 PM): ill be honest, i wasnt sure who was the mole jessie.kowalski (6:35:52 PM): seems obvious now
Post by Jessie Kowalski on Sept 10, 2013 22:11:58 GMT -6
Hi. I did something you will likely not approve of :-\ But it probably won't help me so LOL. Anyway, Rachel and I were talking about how little I know of this cast and I mentioned only finding out how close Dom and James were after James was evicted. Then she told me they met IRL. and then I said I prob would never do that because my closest online friends live far away, like Australia and Florida and New Jersey o.O And then he's like OMG DO U MEAN KAT? and then I'm like omg who are you? and he's like dont tell anyone, but im colby and im like omg, im shir. and yeah. I know Rachel.
I honestly don't think it means much of anything because he has 6 people to choose from, one of which is Adria [in his alliance]. Then there is the "rat" aka prob Jack. That leaves me, Shane, Andrew and Jun. bad odds. BAD.
I hope i can scrape up the votes to stay against these people
Post by Jessie Kowalski on Sept 11, 2013 16:39:26 GMT -6
Gahhhhhh. This feels so good because I know how much Ian and David are probably FUMING. Screw them though. I hope I am picked to play in veto so that I can win it and use it on Shane. Either way, he and I are seen as together, so might as well go all out on this. Plus, I have my secret alliance with Dominic anyway, so at least I've got him <3
Other than that, I hope that if I stay this week, that either the twist ends next week and I win HOH or that I do good enough to move up to the safe zone. If the twists ends and I win HOH, I will do CARTWHEELS. I want to nominate David and Ian so badly. They are my enemies in this game and I will make it my personal mission to get them evicted one way or another. They're so fake and they are definitely riding around on their high horses. Makes me sick.
Sorry for going on such a negative rampage, but I can't stand them. And idk why I forgot to comment on this earlier, but Ian's speech about James was nauseating. He lacks so much class and I'm just glad that I figured out the type of person he is early on, rather than later. GTFO!!!
I would have loved to win HOH so that I could make some deals and maybe have people come to me with information for once. Plus, I wanted to keep Shane safe.
awkwardddddd. 
lol