Post by Rachel Plencner on Dec 5, 2013 11:29:31 GMT -6
Ugh, I'm so annoyed. The one HoH I didn't want to win, I win! Woohoo! I'm so screwed this round. I was probably safe with everyone, more likely than not, and now I'm forced to make the first strikes against players, albeit who have probably conspired voting me out at some point, but it just sucks to be the person to make that strike. I planned on throwing the video HoH part but oh well.
Going forward, the best thing I can do is keep those safe that I feel are going to take my the farthest. Bottom line, I have one shot next week, to ensure my safety, so the two keys in the box tonight, have to be the two people who I feel are least likely to vote me out next week. Those keys belong to Porsche and James. I love Jessie to death but the way she approached Porsche indicates I have to be in her sights in some way, shape, or form now, although I always felt she might vote me out down the line once Porsche left. This week sucks, and now that I have this key, it ensures I have to get all the blood on my hands these next two rounds. How glorious! This week will make or break me. At least I tied the HoH record. =P
Post by Rachel Plencner on Dec 8, 2013 12:13:47 GMT -6
I'm so sad. I want James to pull me aside, slap me, and tell me we need to keep Jessie. I just can't. She doesn't deserve this. Or better yet, I want Jack to get pulled. Ugh I've never felt so bad about evicting someone in a game. Like I feel it'll be benefit me but by the same token she wasn't after me at all, and she's my friend. I hate this. I hate it so much. Why did I have to win this HoH? Why? Why? Why? I want to fucking cry. Winning the Veto was great and all because James/Porsche don't have to wonder about what would have happened, but like Jessie is still up there. Why do I feel so bad about this? I've never felt so bad about something in a game before. Maybe it's because I feel Porsche has been vulturing at me all week about it. Ugh. She doesn't get it. Elissa wasn't taking her to the end of this game. Jessie I feel at least before this was. Ugh can I crawl in a ball and weep.
Post by Rachel Plencner on Dec 9, 2013 10:00:22 GMT -6
I am legit crying. Okay not legit crying but I've been sad for the past 24 hours. I feel I'm in F3 now but still like talk about paying a price. I lost one of my best friends in the game. :/ god I hate myself sometimes.