Post by Rachel Plencner on Oct 27, 2013 15:57:07 GMT -6
Anddd Porchel finally isn't HoH. I'm sure the PWs are rejoicing for the sole fact we no longer hold direct power, which is fine. Change is good, however I have absolutely no idea what direction this week is about to take.
Jessie is HoH, someone I should be fine with, however I found out this morning that Elissa is really pressuring her to put me up. If Jessie follows through with Elissa's plans I will be crushed. I have done so much to look out for this girl. I helped integrate her back into the house when everyone basically told her to go fuck herself. I've kept her safe three times, two cases where I was told to place her on the block. I haven't even been mad at her despite voting opposite of what I wanted the past two times, and the crazy thing is, I will support whatever path she takes as HoH this week as long as Porsche (or myself) isn't on the receiving end of it.
It's all so funny, because the second she won, I wasn't worried about myself. I was concerned for Porsche. Why would Jessie try hard for this HoH when she is good with the house? A F4 with James/Dom/Elissa. Solid with Andrew/Porsche/I. She's set. Hell even Jack likes her. She has to be on the prowl to make a move this week, so I immediately assumed Porsche. I'm waiting to have a conversation with her to see if Porsche comes up. The pro is, if Jessie is considering Porsche, she should tell me. I think I will be the real test to see if Jessie goes through with that plan seeing as she would need my vote to seal Porsche's fate. Sadly for her, I would not evict Porsche, but if I have to tell her I would to keep my own ass off the block I'd do it. Sorry not sorry.
Anywho I am very nervous this week, and also concerned I might have to get crafty. Whether that is for my own safety or Porsche's. I just feel very vulnerable right now. The fact my name has even been tossed around by this girl hurts a lot. I have to hope she is trying to throw people off. For Elissa to get her way when she has been threatened by me the entire time because of Sausage Island would crush me. If Jessie sends me home this week, she will not be getting my vote in the finale.
Jessie is HoH, someone I should be fine with, however I found out this morning that Elissa is really pressuring her to put me up. If Jessie follows through with Elissa's plans I will be crushed. I have done so much to look out for this girl. I helped integrate her back into the house when everyone basically told her to go fuck herself. I've kept her safe three times, two cases where I was told to place her on the block. I haven't even been mad at her despite voting opposite of what I wanted the past two times, and the crazy thing is, I will support whatever path she takes as HoH this week as long as Porsche (or myself) isn't on the receiving end of it.
It's all so funny, because the second she won, I wasn't worried about myself. I was concerned for Porsche. Why would Jessie try hard for this HoH when she is good with the house? A F4 with James/Dom/Elissa. Solid with Andrew/Porsche/I. She's set. Hell even Jack likes her. She has to be on the prowl to make a move this week, so I immediately assumed Porsche. I'm waiting to have a conversation with her to see if Porsche comes up. The pro is, if Jessie is considering Porsche, she should tell me. I think I will be the real test to see if Jessie goes through with that plan seeing as she would need my vote to seal Porsche's fate. Sadly for her, I would not evict Porsche, but if I have to tell her I would to keep my own ass off the block I'd do it. Sorry not sorry.
Anywho I am very nervous this week, and also concerned I might have to get crafty. Whether that is for my own safety or Porsche's. I just feel very vulnerable right now. The fact my name has even been tossed around by this girl hurts a lot. I have to hope she is trying to throw people off. For Elissa to get her way when she has been threatened by me the entire time because of Sausage Island would crush me. If Jessie sends me home this week, she will not be getting my vote in the finale.
Fuck me. 
