Post by Jack Owens on Sept 7, 2013 14:38:42 GMT -6
Watch me! I'm going to try and get into the habit of writing or recording a diary room once a day to the point of being sick of me!
And that will last maybe a week.
However, here we are. James went home, it sucks, hopefully his prizes were transferrable - doubt it. There were two other throw away votes including my own, I think Rachel was one. The other? No idea, Dom? Maybe. Currently, it doesn't seem like there are questions being asked, at least not from Shane who is just trying to recuperate from his giant blow back. Unfortunately for him, at the moment, he's target number one followed by Jessie.
I don't approve of this in the least bit. They're two of the people that I've connected the most with. Whether the trust is there or not is a completely different matter. Just having someone that is constantly there talking is much more comforting then some of these people who are just generally awful in conversations with me, AND THAT IS WHAT SCARES ME.
If I win HOH, which I highly doubt I will - but if I did, neither Shane nor Jessie would see the block at all. I think that for now they're on my side, whether or not the counter alliance was a piece of shit (it was) I think that dividing the house will prove more so worth while for me in the long run of things. James leaving just gets more targets, and his speech made me question more than a few things.
Just how close are Elissa and Porsche? I think fairly ridiculously close. How close are Ian and David? Very VERY close. Ian and Porsche, super alliance or not have numbers to take anyone out, on top of that they're all on the green side of the PRPs, and that's not a good thing for me in any way possible.
For now, I just need to stay green and keep my head above the water. If I hit yellow I think I'm a serious possibility in any equation of an HOH. I'm too close to the border ERGGG. But like, who knows, there's no more swapping or taking abilities. Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh
SIGH
I FEEL LIKE SIGHS RIGHT NOW.
And that will last maybe a week.
However, here we are. James went home, it sucks, hopefully his prizes were transferrable - doubt it. There were two other throw away votes including my own, I think Rachel was one. The other? No idea, Dom? Maybe. Currently, it doesn't seem like there are questions being asked, at least not from Shane who is just trying to recuperate from his giant blow back. Unfortunately for him, at the moment, he's target number one followed by Jessie.
I don't approve of this in the least bit. They're two of the people that I've connected the most with. Whether the trust is there or not is a completely different matter. Just having someone that is constantly there talking is much more comforting then some of these people who are just generally awful in conversations with me, AND THAT IS WHAT SCARES ME.
If I win HOH, which I highly doubt I will - but if I did, neither Shane nor Jessie would see the block at all. I think that for now they're on my side, whether or not the counter alliance was a piece of shit (it was) I think that dividing the house will prove more so worth while for me in the long run of things. James leaving just gets more targets, and his speech made me question more than a few things.
Just how close are Elissa and Porsche? I think fairly ridiculously close. How close are Ian and David? Very VERY close. Ian and Porsche, super alliance or not have numbers to take anyone out, on top of that they're all on the green side of the PRPs, and that's not a good thing for me in any way possible.
For now, I just need to stay green and keep my head above the water. If I hit yellow I think I'm a serious possibility in any equation of an HOH. I'm too close to the border ERGGG. But like, who knows, there's no more swapping or taking abilities. Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh
SIGH
I FEEL LIKE SIGHS RIGHT NOW.